Tuesday, October 20, 2009

"The Friend"

Hi all,
This entry is all about a special someone, a very special friend (at least I think so). I started talking to him only a few days back. And from the very first day we started chatting, I don't know how but I opened my heart out in front of him. I told him what I didn't even told my best friends,not even geetu(sry [:(] ). And i know I m not the kind of person who opens up so easily, actually I never did something like this before. Obviously I haven't told him this, because I don't want to get hurt. I know, don't ask how, that he will never hurt me, but I am just too afraid of getting betrayed. Although I have 3 friends in my life who I trust with my life, but don't know why I never happened to have the courage to tell them all about me and what I always think,what worries me. But when I talk to him, it is like I don't have to think twice before speaking anything. And now I am terrified of myself. How can he be able to make me talk. I am afraid I'll tell him what I am even afraid of telling myself. I just hope that my first and I think will not be last decision to be friends with someone so fast won't go wrong in future. But now I feel like even if he does something in future to hurt me, I am and always will cherish our friendship.
Thank you GOD, for providing me an opportunity to meet him.